Friday, January 16, 2009 @ 4:04 pm
BOO D:

My blog is dead. Well I think what mo says is kinda true: "Dead blogs are cool, don't update." HA-HA-HA.

Okay, today is quite a bad day. Fell down during P.E. lesson. I fell at the start of the lesson. Cool right? Yeah, so got accompanied by stupid Aldon P.E. rep to G.O. to apply ointment and stuff. Obviously kena sabo one la. He pangseh me when we reach G.O. ley. Wth. So I was left to fend for myself D: One lady helped me clean up luh. It's been a long time since I had such a bad fall.

The rest of the day was like shit. It's more tiring than I knew. The wound doesn't dry up you know. It just, leaks. I don't know if it's the right word to use, but... Alright, Phng Ming was my tissue provider for the day. I think I only wasted two pieces of his tissue paper. I hated it when the teacher called my name and I had to stand up to answer a question. It was super painful, just to stand up. I felt like a handicap -_-

It was a torture to go home can. I almost couldn't get up/down the bus. And Jean and Yvonne's pace is, normal but much faster for me to keep up D: sorta went home with Jean, Yvonne and Aldon today.

Bathing was ALSO another torture. Mum said the wound couldn't be in contact with water and soap. It didn't hurt that much before I had my shower. Now deciding whether to apply the iodine thingy, cause it WILL hurt.

Great, I've earned myself an injury on Friday. Can't even walk properly. I keep bleeding, keep keep bleeding. Tsk.

One more thing. (This is just my personal opinion; if you think it isn't right of me to say this, just don't read it -.-)

CCAs are for students to enjoy right? Not another burden or source of stress. For example, like what PK said, it isn't giving me the "I love CO" kind of feeling. What's the point when people don't like it. I don't mean I don't like it la. Aiya it's hard to explain. The only thing I know is, iI really really really really miss Changkat CO. Humans are selfish. They only think about themselves. Nobody's perfect right?! So stop correcting other's mistakes unless you yourself are perfect. Sometimes my priorities are different from others, and others may think that I'm setting the wrong priorities. So what. I know what I'm doing and I can limit myself to it. You'll have to find a way to make everyone listen and feel good about what they're doing, instead of forcing them to do what they don't feel like doing. Being strict is not a very smart idea sometimes. There's always some other things that you may not see, and you never will discover them.

I know this is rubbish and I don't have any right to say it. But it's just my personal opinion k? No offence. You will never know who the "you" is o:

K, bye.