Friday, October 30, 2009 @ 3:50 pm
"'Twas overwhelming!"

And yes it was. There're many last days of school, but today seemed to differ very much from all the others.

We played our music after school. The art of appreciation, the taste of exasperation. Every beat rush seemed to cut our time together by half. Just shut it out, but no, never! We walked in the rain together. It was our rain; it didn't control us, and we controlled it instead. Gained full control, independence. We laughed, screamed, cheered, cared and shared. We were drenched, but the smiles remain intact.
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All I can say was, I enjoyed myself entirely. No regrets. I've treasured every single minute. No words could describe that exceptionally memorable atmosphere in class. People reluctantly moving out of the classroom, and turning around to take a good last look at our fellow classmates; exchanging hugs; shedding tears of despair, joy, and the tears of fear of separation.

Well it wasn't the class cleaning that showed the class's unity, it was the post-class cleaning, when the truth of separation had finally hit everyone hard enough for them to understand the reality.

"It's gonna be the last official day together."

"Never will we share the same kind of joy and hardship like before."

"We'll be meeting other new people."

"Why haven't I been treating them like I didn't want to lose them?"

"I should have.............."

I was sure that everyone had different thoughts in mind (like duh), but there was something in common.

I want to remember every little thing. Every memory of DL. And I will. We all will, until we waste away. Reminiscence.

2DL'09! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Thursday, October 29, 2009 @ 4:51 pm
Like ewww yuck yuck yuck.

I can't believe I own the world's dirtiest laptop! Shall not describe how often ants can be seen crawling in and out of the keyboard and the utter shock you get from opening the laptop. I just did. Well, it's disgusting and so the moral of the story is to please take good care of your stuff and make an effort to maintain its/their cleanliness. -.-

This holiday's gonna be so exciting!!!! Mwahahaha just added my cousin on Facebook. And this is gonna be great 'cuz we're gonna be able to keep in touch though she's far far away! :P Yeah baby. Never knew that keeping in touch was this necessary. Perhaps I've neglected some communications.

And Halloweeeeeeeeeeeeeen's gonna be cool too. Eh anyone wanna go Night Safari Halloween Horrors thingy for the rides and stuff? Never dared to try such stuff but who cares now. Besides there's always a first time -.-

Finally done with the picking of subject combinations! YAY HAHAHA. Ok at least I feels much much more relaxed, if not I'd be cramming my brains to pick 'em now.

Maybe I should take a break.

[/edit] Omg I've just realised that the grammatical errors made in this post is are uncountable. -.-

Bye :D

Do I even deserve one in the first place?

Sunday, October 25, 2009 @ 5:57 pm
Ugh boring boring boring. 生病呆在家里的日子好难受啊!

Oh well, I'm not gonna use my MC tomorrow. Last few days with 2DL! :( I'mma try my very best to stay high for this entire week. But how the hell do I do so when I've lost my voice? -.-

Trying out new games on Facebook, after getting bored 'cuz of CABAL. Plock looks very very cute. HAHAHA.

Look forward to school tomorrow.

Bye ;D

Saturday, October 24, 2009 @ 5:41 pm
Boohoo.

I'm sick again.

Have been sleeping for the whole entire day manz. Ugh!!!!! No games, no reading, no playing. :'(

Right. Shall go back to sleep again.

Bye.

Friday, October 23, 2009 @ 4:13 pm
It's another disappointment again. Yet again. So much disappointment this week that I've become immune to it. This letdown has created an adverse effect. Yet, I feel nothing.

I'm so close, but still, didn't reach the targets. I had lots of time to spare, but I've spent it on useless things. A tiny mistake, a great impact.

But I'mma stay strong, after thinking repeatedly. This isn't over yet. There'll be more to come.

I fell, and it's time to slap myself in the face and pick myself up. I'll keep my fingers crossed. No more blunders, ever.

Thursday, October 22, 2009 @ 8:21 pm
Shiatz.

Today sucks, except for dazu. Apparently CO was never that enjoyable that it overtakes the schooling days. 'Cuz debriefs and the stupid marking systems + tough papers spoilt the day.

So, the results were terrifyingly undesirably disappointing. Seriously sucked. Haven't gotten anything like that for the past one year or so. And now history's repeating itself...

Well, almost failed English, Geog and Lit, which was seemingly easy. But somehow it turned out that the cohort didn't perform well as well. Which means to say it isn't the problems with the students.

Ok see, but there're people who score extraordinarily well for each subject. So it's not entirely not the students' faults.

And I therefore conclude that I score so badly because I'm stupid and lazy and ignorant and immature.

I don't aim for passes. Neither do I strive for results that are only appealing to the others. I work for myself. I work towards my own goals. The ones I've set for myself to achieve without needing others' approval. It's sort of like OTOT, and at my own free will. But why did you step in and interfere? It's like having something in your path of success, just when you're about to reach it. Pressurizing you and not giving you any help, but only obstruction and delay. And ta-da.

The more I re-read what I've just typed, the more I doubt my true abilities.

I don't really care what the others say. No impact or whatsoever. But why is it so this time round? I can't get it right, and it just doesn't make sense.

I was baffled by your hindrance. I could've, should've, must've, but shouldn't and mustn't.

I'm really stupid and naive, and that's the fact that'll never change. I suck. Period.

Wednesday, October 21, 2009 @ 8:14 pm
I thought school life would be much less stressful and free after the end-of-year examinations, but I'm so totally wrong.

'Cuz CCA's starting tomorrow. Like what the heck. And I'm positive they won't give us a break even after important events. Well I guess that's the only right thing to do to keep up the standards and to the level of other's expectations. But this isn't the way you know......

Ok today's marking day, and I practically flushed it down into the toilet bowl. HAHAHA! Played CABAL the whole morning, and slept through the afternoon. So I think I'm not gonna be able to sleep tonight. Awwz :'(

And Ronza has officially arrived! Oh my goodness. She seems to make me very very busy trying to raise money to buy her stuff. Addicted (?) to Mousehunt. Magma base or HitGrab Horsey trap...? Well her goods are cool alright, 'cuz the stats are weirdly nice to me. High luck.

Watching Singapore Idol on Channel 5 now! For Someone Special if I'm not wrong? Heh this week's theme's rather interesting as compared to the other weeks', but...... Well, shall not comment on the singing of the contestants! :D

Debriefs for the next two days. God bless me and the others. Seriously hope I won't get ridiculously unappealing results for any subject. Quite worried? Maybe that worry was influential. Bless you too, fret not.

It seems like I'm enjoying blogging for myself to read :D

I'm not looking forward to tomorrow, not a single bit.

Tuesday, October 20, 2009 @ 9:40 pm
I shall try and make it a point to blog everyday~ LOL!

Ok my 100 marks for ACC fly liao! OMG I CHANGED THE ANSWER TO THE FREAKING WRONG ANSWER WHEN THE TEACHER SAID, "PENS DOWN." To heck with ACC man. I was sad shit on the way home. Should've trusted my instincts and stuff. Watched Drag Me To Hell on Sudarno's PSP today. HAHAHA interesting! Not as 刺激 as ago though.

Hmmmz well THE EOYS ARE OFFICIALLY OVER people! Loads of stuff you can do from now on ;) HAHAHAHA OMG SO EXCITED LEH!!!!!!!!!! So my personal post-exam activity was baking today. Mwahahaha good thing the food's somewhat edible lar.

& I have officially overcame my fear of dogs partially. 'Cuz of today, HAHAHAHA!

My stupid sister just helped me colour my nails using blue pen. Desperately trying to get the ink off my fingernails -.-

And you know you know you know! CABAL WORKED. Miraculously!!!!!! I was still cursing and swearing when the game failed to load, and now I can play it. I was like, "Oh my goodness! YAY!!!!!!!" Somehow I fixed it. Smart me!!!! (A) Praise the Lord!

OK I'MMA ENJOY SLACKING TODAY. I LOVE HARRY POTTER!!!!!! I'm gonna read and read and read all the untouched books I have on the shelf! 'Cuz I got sick of CABAL. What a pathetic noob I am......

BYE! B-D

Monday, October 19, 2009 @ 11:39 am
Yay it's a holiday today!

Sad thing is I'm not going out. Happy thing is that I have the whole day with my lovely com! (L) Ugh well actually there's nothing much to do online.............. I'm just waiting for Ronza's arrival.

And omg PSLE marking week for Primary schools! Good for them lar get to slack at home while we go for debriefs omg!

I'm downloading every nice game that catches my eye, be it MMORPG or MMOFPS -.-

Jean saw Oscar's auntie omg HAHAHAHA! Ok luh I'mma play now! BOOOOHOOO :D

& Yayz karma 50.

Bye!

Sunday, October 18, 2009 @ 3:36 pm
BOOOOHOOOO!

Heh yesterday was fun. Instead of going to the gym in the morning, we slacked at the playground and looked at kids. LOL. Oscar and Rayray. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Damn cute can.

Ok, went shopping at Suntec + Ion + Tampines with Pwl, Peak and Jean yesterday. Guess who I saw at Ion omg........! (Heh don't tell you :P) Uh huh. Mo still said we'll only get food from there lor. Heh ok Jean and I got double chocolate with whipped cream from The Coffee Bean yesterday. I can't believe I actually drank coffee, but never mind. It really tasted nice, but caused Jean to have insomnia. Bought stuff for peak's birthday (like LOL), and went home happily. Walk until legs hurt can...

But I guess the happiness didn't last for long......................

Uh ok alright that was. An afterthought? I guess my life wouldn't be that nice after yesterday's confession.

What a boring Sunday. Trying to get karma to raise to 50!!!!! This seemingly stupid application (?) can get me so high -.- Played Audi for almost the whole morning, and got bored. So here I am. Wow.

Ugh, and I've just been told that ACC ain't counted in the overall marks. Good thing I didn't study for it :P

Might be going to Tampines, like again, today. There's like nothing there, but who cares. At least I get outta the house.

Feeling extremely sleeeeeeeeeeeeeepy. Shall get something to perk me up. Bye!

Saturday, October 17, 2009 @ 8:35 am
I'm totally neglecting the remaining exams now.

Most likely will not come online later, 'cuz I have loads of stuff to do omg! Like shopping :D

You can't do much early in the morning actually. Heading for the gym in 10 minutes time. Ok and I totally freaked out just now when I opened up the laptop can. Yuck, I found a colony of more than ten ants crawling on the keyboard (colony of just ten ants?). Pathetic. Wonder which irresponsible person ate while using the laptop. Maybe it could be me -.- But, YUCK!!!!

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmz just found out that 东北风 is a rather nice song! As in very cool you know. Heh but still Tchaikovsky's music is nicer :P

RONZA, I'M WAITING FOR YOU! But let me just save up more Gold first can? :-(

Bye! *waves.

Friday, October 16, 2009 @ 7:56 pm
WOOOHOOOOO :D!

The exams are unofficially over!!! HAHAHAHAHA SUPER HAPPY.

Uh okayz so Maths Paper 1 was quite ok. AIYA WHATEVER MAN. Heh I've been slacking for the whole entire day, and slacking never felt so so so so so so SOOOOOOOOOOO great ok!

So, there's HCLLC and ACC left! And after that it'll be the offical end of the EOYs. Tsk, but somehow I guess I screwed up badly. Utterly.

I'mma get my iPod Touch soon!!!! And play as long I want for the rest of the holidays. CABAL!!!!

PLANS FOR TOMORROW! Wooooooooooot. Ion and Suntec! Omg gonna buy loads of stuff, stock up closet, etc. Coolzx. Currently so very excited! :D

Ok shall stop here. Bye! :D

Happy second month! (L)

Wednesday, October 14, 2009 @ 12:00 pm
Yayz literature is over and done with! Not bad actually, at least not as bad as I've thought. Seems like the slacking is "worth it", lol. Five Ways to Kill a Man, why not I Am or The Sick Rose, currently my favourite. HAHAHAHA.

Ok so, Geography's up tomorrow. This is GG-ness la. Hmm let's hope the paper won't be such a killer like the language papers. (the bane exams) -.-

Hope they don't count in art for the EOYs as well. Suck lar...............

Alright we're left with Geography, Math Paper 1, ACC and HCLLC! HAHAHA. Which means Friday's sort of an official end of the EOYs. Reflections: I'll keep my fingers crossed until the results are out. I hope people'll keep their fagging mouths shut all the way until after the post-exams.

Desperate for a class chalet (?) during the holidays! :) And Suzhou trip, and 6A Amazing Race~ Anticipation!

I'mma: -
  1. Get another phone and memory card (I freaking FORMATTED the old one, like ~!@#$%).
  2. Get Ipod touch!!!!!
  3. Shop for Suzhou trip.
  4. GO GOAT FARM!! (HAHAHAHAHA)
  5. Kbox.
  6. Workout.
  7. Do 刺激 stuff and enjoy the rest of 2009!

.................. after the EOYs. (Seems like this has become a tagline. ANYWAY EOYS ARE ENDING SOON.)

Of course there'll be more to come, with interesting planners like Peak and Jean, LOL.

I will continue planning tomorrow. Everyday's gonna be full of activities and free of studying!

Just so you know, I'm trying very hard to play with the colours here. And lastly, I-LOVE-RAINBOWS (but not the topic on refraction).

K, bye!


Tuesday, October 13, 2009 @ 4:22 pm
Ok seems like I'm addicted to slacking.

HAHAHAHAHAHA I WASTED 4 HOURS DOING NOTHING AT ALL, WOW. Beat that :(

I'mma drown myself in classical music right after the sixteenth. Which reminds me........... :D

Ok any idea how to study for lit? While I'm posting this question here, I shall play Mousehunt! Heh after that I'll feel the damned urgency to chiong for lit and start getting all my notes out to mug. I've been stupidly doing this for the past few examinations and I guess this method isn't effective a single bit. But I'm enjoying. So, I shall stick to my previous methods in the next exam, which is like next year (months later). THIS IS SO NOT FUNNY!!!! >:(

(Rant, rant, rant and rant......)

And I'm multitasking now. Planning for personal post-exam activities. It's so gonna be full of kick I tell ya.

Okay speaking about that. Texted Mo last night and she's hilarious:
Mo: What is isotopes? Same proton or...? Cant remember!
Me: Isotopes of the same element have a different number of neutrons :) number of protons never change :)
*awhile later* (Gosh, pink is nice!!!!)
Me: HAHAHAHAHA! Aww :) heh you tomorrow chemistry ah? Jiayou :P
Mo: How you know? You asked low? I only told her. LOL. Secretive methods. (....................)

Oh my mama. Laughed like ~!@#$ last night can!!!!

Ugh, Sandy and Mavis's PSLE exams are over over over! Can't high with them. Sadded yknow.

I LOVE LITERATURE! HAHAHA! Ok goodluck for Lit cuz Lit rocks big time. Bye :P
~!

Monday, October 12, 2009 @ 1:13 pm
HISTORY EXAM IS DONE :D

So what's left are: Maths, Science, Literature, Geography and ACC. HAHAHA YAY!

Hmmmmmmmmmmz so I guess I haven't done very well in any of the exams which are done -.- Which means I only have those few up there to try to excel in? I feel a sense of gg-ness overcome me. AHHHHHHH.

Ok whatever. I'm mousehunting! Don't plan to study too tired ;(

OK BYE.

Tuesday, October 06, 2009 @ 6:18 pm
WOOOOHOOO.

HELLO PEOPLE I'M OFFICIALLY FOURTEEN. Mwahahahaha this gives me reason to feel younger at heart ;)

Hmm I'd like to thank those people who counted down with me/wished me happy brithday/wished me happy belated birthday (I know birthday is not a very very big thing lar, but anyway, just to show my deepest appreciation). Tianlerk, Xinhui, Jiakang, Angelynn, Cherylmine, Chenhao, Jeryll, Pengker, Wei Ling, Sherrie, Hui Ping, Yun Qi, Rosamund, Samantha, Si Min, Aileen, Yi Xin, Katherine, Sandy, Beatrice, Brian, Jean, Mo, Jinghui, Yvonne, Cheeyong, Sudarno, Aldon, Phng Ming.

HAHAHAHAHA COOL LIST. Ok I was scrolling my inbox as I typed. So yeah, in chronological order. THANKS A LOT PEOPLE. The cards, the presents, the texts, the call. Very good seniors, friends, classmates... and... heh. Special thanks to Cherylmine who texted to ask me how my day was HAHAHAHAHAHA!!! Peak, for going tuition with me. And you, for accompanying me throughout my day. >D

And also, HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY ALDON. Happy belated Birthday to Sherrie, my twin :P And upcoming: Sze Ning and Yi Xin.

I had a nice lunch today. And a seemingly nice day. And the weather was perfect.

LOL. OK JIAYOU FOR EOYS EVERYONE. Don't be slacking like me :( 'Cuz I'm still playing Mousehunt.

JIAYOU! 2009 FTW!

Friday, October 02, 2009 @ 4:37 pm
Physics SPA today! Rather manageable. Spent a great deal of time last night trying to figure out how to go about conducting the experiment, but well, it went well I hope.

This marks the start of the EOYs. The upcoming 8 schooling days starting from 8 October will be hell.

Which means, there're only 3 schooling days left with 2DL. Man. :( The thought of separation's getting more and more.................... whatchamacallit? Right, in layman terms, it's getting suckier and suckier each moment I think about it.

It's time to clean up my messy study table :O It's currently full with weird stationery, books, worksheets, and whatnot.

I'm dreading the thought of getting older, once again.

Pleasure, or mere trouble?