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Thursday, May 21, 2009 @ 3:15 pm
Playing RC again. The damned Science debrief dragged 30 minutes. How nice D: What's worse was that there wasn't a real break.Today's results were seriously disappointing. And I'm dead serious about it. No comments. Took 12 home and so here I am. _ Today changed me. Before: Ignorant, simple-minded. Don't know much as to why people react in certain ways that seem impossible to me. How each and every single person may have scheming thoughts. After: Direct opposite. (except for the simple-minded part -.-) If you get me to watch those very complicated movies involving many plots and schemes, I can confirm that I will never be able to understand why and how these people do these things. Apparently some very smart people around me seem to know how to be cunning. I reckon they're smart, but definitely in the wrongest (if there's such a word - just to emphasize the extent of the hurt) ways. It's either immaturity or jealousy, or immaturity and jealousy. Don't wish to make myself think which of the above is the case. Where can I really find people to understand, share the joy and pain with? 有福同享, 有难同当. It seems impossible. People are selfish. This will be the fact for eternity. If there're benefits, why not? But if there aren't, who gives a damn about it? You will hold the first position in your heart, and you will always protecting your rights and benefits. There surely are nice people, but they won't hold out for long. For the temporarily nice people, thank you very very much. For the 99% nice people, maintain your 99% nice-ness for now and don't get blinded by temptations and personal gain. So just shut up and move on. From now onwards, please kindly process your immature thoughts before you get them out of your foul mouth. In other words, use your brain before using your mouth. |