Wednesday, December 02, 2009 @ 7:23 pm
LOL, and I finally woke up today.

Life's so driveless and dry without this special someone. (Nonono, not what you think.) Ever since I've lost contact with this someone, I've been super slackish and lazy to do anything. Hope I'll see this someone/chat with this someone soon. :-)

Rant, rant, rant.

Damn. So what now? Ok, right, I finally woke up today. The harsh reality hit me hard in my face when I realised that I've only eight beautiful days left to complete the Chinese holiday homework. LOL LAME RIGHT. Yes, but it hit me so hard that I didn't know how to respond, and there, one day went down the drain! Ultimate ownage by time again. Always getting owned. When will I ever smell victory?

Yup, so there I was, recording the oral passages for Chinese holiday homework over and over again. 'Cause I wasn't really for the idea of editing it and making it perfect, in the context of some. Kinda like cheating ya know. LOL ok that wasn't important, just some personal opinion. Yeah, but it was freaking hard not to cheat. So, I ended up spending 2 precious hours on one tiny passage. Re-recording and playing and recording and deleting and re-playing and getting piseed. See how bad it is? Moral of story: STOP GIVING TONNES OF HOMEWORK PLEASE!!!!!

There goes. My wonderful holiday. Only the Suzhou trip and the class chalet were wonderful. So there goes. Bid the weeks wasted goodbye and fear the weeks ahead. CCA's are resuming, which makes it much more worrisome and fearsome. Can't imagine going back to school without company and heading back like some half-dead corpse getting ruled by a freaking fixed routine. My point: I totally fear holidays, period.

There's nothing for me to anticipate! What's that? Oh, goat farm trip! Yes, it's kinda like one of the only things I'd be looking forward to. Oh yes and not to forget, watching New Moon. I finally smell it. Ok. What else? Nothing. Right, CO camp? Not exactly excited about the night part. Just wonder how it feels like to be part of the organization efforts. Well, it wouldn't feel extra super duper good too, 'cause the thought of the previous few camps has set me thinking about the other poor members. Good luck isn't the right thing to say. So what do I say. Enjoy yourself. Yes this is it. Enjoy yourself, truly. Yes.

Mousehunt's becoming a chore as well, without having many friends to discuss about it. Ronza's 99%-confirmed arrival just freaks me out. DON'T COME LA. LOL.

K, I shall continue fearing.

It's not the way. Quit it.