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Wednesday, January 13, 2010 @ 8:30 pm
When did I last feel this way? It seems a long time ago, yet, it feels so recent.
It's gonna be a golden opportunity, but somehow it's terrible to go either way. Yes, but with the strong opposing force of homesickness and lovesickness, and the lousy feeling of losing someone/something very important, which you may never ever see again in your life. It's a mere six weeks, but things will happen within these six weeks. April. But somehow, it's a great loss if I miss it.
It's driving me insane. I can't afford to be selfish, as always. It's gonna be a big deal. A painful loss.
And it ain't gonna be my choice. It has never been.
I need a hug. :-(
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