Sunday, July 31, 2011 @ 12:18 am
I always have sudden urges to do dumb things. Now I feel like restoring what was lost for the past six days. I don't know what this is, but I was feeling pretty good without your intrusion in my life. Perhaps I've been deluding myself.

Wait. I hope it's working.

Anyhoo, maybe you're right. Burn out. A good break's due. Just... waiting. Waiting for people to ask me out. HEH. I mean. Like, yeah. Apparently I'm not the busy one.

Past week's been okay, but extremely disappointing. I'm beginning to think that I'm actually becoming retarded. Like really. Can't solve simple questions, can't think straight, can't write a proper essay with 'sufficient description'. Particularly disappointed about the essay. Even an idiot knows that you can't have a story full of dialogues.

Yeaup. Doubting your own abilities is normal. But seeing a drastic difference in your performance is unusual. And disheartening.

I'll pick myself up. But I need your help.